I hate people that write xs and os and overuse smileys and <3s in messages to my boyfriend. I want to rip their throats out. I don’t care if you’re close to me either. I still hate you, and at the moment that I read the message, you are the worst person in the world to me. This is my thought process upon first sighting offensive messages of the inappropriately affectionate kind:
‘HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!’
‘WHORE!’
‘SLUT!’
‘WHORESLUT!’
‘ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou’
‘Oh god, I’m retarded.’
‘ihatemeihatemeihtameihateme’
Yes, I am irrational and overly insecure, but whatever! There are barriers that exist. I place great importance in these barriers. Not just in this situation, but all different kinds of social situations and god IF THERE WERE NO BARRIERS WE’D ALL JUST FUCK AND NO ONE WOULD GET MARRIED AND PEOPLE WOULD FUCK MORE GOATS AND THERE WOULD BE NO SPECIAL LOVE, OR BOUNDARIES. Just lots of goddamn babies and STDs and violated goats and broken hearts and my god I hate the world sometimes. Or maybe 6am in the morning and after work isn’t the best time to be emoting.
Grr.