blergh

Since I’m up and disappointed, I think I’m going to be productive all of today and make myself better at life. 

I don’t get it. You can be the best person you’re able to be and people will still overlook you. I’m beginning to think that playing nice isn’t the way to go, and that being a selfish, manipulative bitch is. They seem to get everything they want. I don’t see them making sandwiches for the homeless. I’ve stopped shoplifting and getting drunk on a regular basis too and I still don’t see the reward in it. I don’t think it’s making me a better person, and even if it is, I don’t think people really give a shit about good people anyway.