FUUUUUUU

CKKKKK YOU, EVIL ASSHOLES OF THE WORLD. I HATE YOU AND YOUR STUPID FACES.

However, there are some lovely people in the world also. I wish the world were made up of only lovely people. Why can’t everyone be nice, and caring, and not so motherfucking selfish and manipulative and horrible. ARGH. WHY MUST YOU EXIST.

Breathe.

I’m going to think about all the nice people I saw today and how nice they were to me and not think about EVIL PEOPLE WHO MUST DISINTEGRATE INTO A MILLION TINY PIECES, NOW, IN A VERY PAINFUL MANNER. Nice people nice people nice people. Breathe. Breathe. Ok. Talking to doorman that I think smokes lots of weed. Turns out he does, lol. Hearing that he’s going for tango dancing lessons, because his girlfriend tango dances and she’s overseas and when she comes back he wants to surprise her with his awesome new skill by taking her dancing. Smiley asian doorlady and new doorlady, for smiling at me. People underestimate how awesome smiling is. Father, calling to see if I wanted to come home for dinner. Giving money to awkwardly shy and earnest Make a Wish asian glasses guy. I like it when people say ‘thank you so much!’ and sound so sincere. And you’re like, aww, no, thank YOU for being such a nice, good person! Lovely Wardrobe lady who lent me shoes because I’d forgotten mine. Pitboss who seemed a bit crazy telling me I’m very helpful. Tappy-offy person who was like, the epitome of cooperation, telling me how to do the booth thing and who to watch out for on the table etc. Go team! Asian lady that told hood-glasses man to ‘Stop it! That’s enough!’ in a stern mother’s voice because he wouldn’t stop hitting on me even when I told him to shut up, because she said I was obviously feeling uncomfortable and embarassed. I love mothers. That smiley-fatherchristmassy sup. Just because he’s so rosy-cheeked and chubby and cherubic for someone that isn’t like, 3. Players that know me. Pitboss G giving me a lift home because I was going to walk home and I’d gotten blisters because the borrowed shoes were unfortunately 1 1/2 sizes too small. My hair, coz it looks awesome right now. And the sleep that I’m about to have, because remembering all the nice people has made me less angry and quite happy, and now I’m going to read my awesome book in my awesome bed with my awesome doonas and everything’s going to be juuust fine.