so,

I have a boyfriend now. It’s freakin’ me out. He’s really nice to me, and the way he looks at me all happy-like makes my heart do funny things and I become 13 again, all embarassed and self-conscious. I am constantly worried something’s going to go wrong though, I can’t shake the feeling that one day soon he’ll wake up and realise I’m not that pretty, or that he’s still madly in love with his ex, or that he could have anyone in the world and I’m not that special. But for now, oh god, the way he looks at me makes me feel like I’m the best person in the world.